I just read through my entire blog from the beginning (not that big of a feat since there were like 40 posts total for 07 and 08). It is funny how much I used to swear. I used to swear that much irl as well. It is a huge thing for me to have pretty much tamed my potty mouth. I have still not gotten rid of all the potty mouthing but those who are closest to me notice. But so much of what I wrote was in such anger and disgust with myself. I don't want to be that girl anymore. I still struggle so much with my weight and food and that negative attitude has gotten me absolutely nowhere. Actually nowhere would be better than where I have gotten myself, as now I am 25 pounds farther behind than I was at this time last year. But at the same time I feel like I might have this whole new insight on myself that just might not be there had I not dealt with the last year.
My spirituality has grow immensely this year. Just like my body. But that is a good thing. I feel like I am in a really good place this year with all that. Heck, I am rearranging my schedule to go to church. That would not have happened at this time last year. I know only good things are going to come of it. It makes me feel good about myself and feel like I can accomplish anything. I like that feeling. It's nice.
So it is snowy, and I know I am not supposed to but I think I am going to go run the snow blower. I can't stand the driveway being all yuck.